Reunited with Her Hot-Shot Surgeon

  Only one surgeon can save her patient—

  The one she left behind.

  Pearl Henderson and Calum Munro were best friends, too focused on becoming orthopedic surgeons for a relationship—until one night led to an unexpected pregnancy. But when they tragically lost their unborn baby, Pearl ran, the guilt too hard to bear. Returning to San Francisco for a high-profile case proves time’s a powerful healer. But it’s also intensified her attraction to the man she had never wanted to leave...

  “About last night,” Pearl said, stopping.

  He paused. “What about last night?”

  “You asked me if I wanted to marry you when I was...” She trailed off because she couldn’t even bring herself to say that she was pregnant once. It was hard to even admit something so painful. “The answer is...yes. I wanted to marry you.”

  His expression softened and he took a step closer to her. “You did?”

  “Well, I didn’t want to marry anyone ever, but...I wanted you, Calum.”

  And she still did.

  She still wanted him. She still loved him. Even after all this time. Even though she wasn’t really sure what love was.

  He didn’t respond to that. Instead, he closed the gap between them. His hands were in her hair and she was pulled into a deep kiss. The moment his lips touched hers, it ignited that burning passion that was always simmering below the surface.

  Her body remembered him and she pressed herself against him, holding on to him, afraid to let him go. This time she didn’t want to run.

  Dear Reader,

  Thank you for picking up a copy of Pearl and Calum’s story, Reunited with Her Hot-Shot Surgeon.

  I was glad to take a “trip” back to San Francisco and set this story in one of the cities I have been to and adore.

  Pearl walked away from Calum five years ago after losing their child. Both of them struggled from toxic childhoods, yet they found each other. Both were focused on careers and vowed that they wouldn’t hold each other back.

  Now that Pearl’s back in San Francisco, she’s not looking for a reunion. Calum is still hurt by Pearl’s leaving, and even though he promises to help her for the sake of a patient, he plans on keeping their relationship platonic. Except he’s never gotten over her, either.

  Neither of them is looking for a second chance, but a second chance at romance may be looking for them.

  I hope you enjoy Pearl and Calum’s story.

  I love hearing from readers, so please drop by my website at amyruttan.com or give me a shout on Twitter, @ruttanamy.

  With warmest wishes,

  Amy Ruttan

  Reunited with Her Hot-Shot Surgeon

  Amy Ruttan

  Born and raised just outside Toronto, Ontario, Amy Ruttan fled the big city to settle down with the country boy of her dreams. After the birth of her second child, Amy was lucky enough to realize her lifelong dream of becoming a romance author. When she’s not furiously typing away at her computer, she’s mom to three wonderful children, who use her as a personal taxi and chef.

  Books by Amy Ruttan

  Harlequin Medical Romance

  First Response

  Pregnant with the Paramedic’s Baby

  Cinderellas to Royal Brides

  Royal Doc’s Secret Heir

  Hot Greek Docs

  A Date with Dr. Moustakas

  The Surgeon King’s Secret Baby

  A Mommy for His Daughter

  NY Doc Under the Northern Lights

  Carrying the Surgeon’s Baby

  The Surgeon’s Convenient Husband

  Baby Bombshell for the Doctor Prince

  Visit the Author Profile page at Harlequin.com for more titles.

  For Dianne. Thank you for being so kind when I needed support, especially when I was a new author. You won’t be forgotten.

  Praise for Amy Ruttan

  “What an utterly fascinating, fast-paced, engaging read Ms. Ruttan has delivered in this story...and entertaining dialogue that had me loving the growing relationship between the hero and heroine.”

  —Harlequin Junkie on The Surgeon’s Convenient Husband

  Contents

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  EPILOGUE

  EXCERPT FROM PACIFIC PARADISE, SECOND CHANCE BY SUSAN CARLISLE

  PROLOGUE

  “YOU DON’T HAVE to do this.”

  “I have to. It was the plan.” Pearl continued to pack her bags, fighting back the tears stinging her eyes. She wasn’t going to cry in front of him.

  “Why?” Calum asked, confused.

  “We agreed to get married because of the baby. The baby is gone, so I’m going to continue with my plans. I’m going to take the job I was offered after residency.” She hoped her voice didn’t shake as she packed.

  Calum had always said that they’d get married for the baby. After they finished their residency, around the time Pearl had gotten pregnant, he’d been offered a job here in San Francisco. Pearl hadn’t, but there was a job in New York City. She’d originally turned it down because she was pregnant, but now that was a moot point.

  She had always had reservations about getting married. He knew her parents, had met her mother, so he got why she didn’t want to get married. Or at least understood why there was no point now the baby was gone.

  When she’d fallen pregnant Pearl had been scared. Marriage had seemed like a safety net. It had seemed like the right thing to do at the time.

  She loved Calum, but when they’d started this relationship over a year ago they had both made it clear from the start that their careers came first.

  “Pearl, we can still stay together.”

  She stopped packing and stared at him. She wanted to believe Calum, but she knew how he felt about marriage, too. And it was hard to look at him, because she still loved him, so she looked away, because if she looked at him he might convince her to stay, and just prolong eventual heartbreak.

  “So I stay and we do what? We still get married?” she asked.

  He hesitated. “Eventually...”

  Pearl sighed. “It’s best I go. That job I was offered in New York City is still waiting for me.”

  “So that’s it? You’re taking that high-profile job? The one your father suggested you take?” There was derision in his voice.

  She didn’t give a lick about the fact it was high-profile or paid well. She needed to get away. The pain was too much. Everywhere reminded her of the baby, how she was almost happy. How she almost had her happily-ever-after and the family she wanted. The family she always longed for growing up with toxic parents. Parents she could never please. The only good times in her life had been with her late grandmother and Calum.

  But she and Calum had both wanted very different career paths when they first met. She wasn’t going to hold him back any longer.

  “You don’t have to run off and leave just because we don’t have to get married,” Calum said.

  “Why? We both had plans for our career. You don’t have to marry me now. I know that you were doing it because of some sense of duty, but there’s no point now—the baby
is gone. You’re off the hook. Me leaving or you leaving for work was going to be the eventual and natural end to this relationship.” She continued to pack and tried not to cry. She didn’t want the tears that were burning her eyes to fall.

  She wanted to keep those tears to herself. She’d learned to keep them to herself. They were hers and she wouldn’t burden Calum with them.

  She wanted a family. She wanted happiness, but that was a dream she’d learned to give up long ago.

  “You really think that I wanted to marry you because of some outdated sense of duty?” he asked hotly.

  “Didn’t you?”

  “Yes. At first, I suppose, but...” He trailed off and rubbed the back of his neck, not saying anything else.

  “Why else would we eventually get married then? You told me you didn’t want a family when we both got together. We agreed on that. So why else?”

  His expression hardened. “Things changed this past year, Pearl.”

  “What changed? Nothing changed for me except the baby and that’s gone. It’s back to the way it was.”

  “Is it?”

  “Yes.” Only she was lying. She was giving him an out.

  She was giving herself an out. She was too afraid to continue. She knew what happened when surgeons married, when one was forced to change career trajectory for another.

  She knew from painful experience what happened. Calum would eventually resent her for holding him back.

  And she’d resent him.

  Are you sure?

  “I’ve accepted the job, Calum. I’ve got to go.” She zipped up her luggage.

  “Fine. Then go. It’s clear where your priorities lie.”

  He left, slamming the door, making her cringe.

  This was for the best.

  Although, she wasn’t so sure.

  CHAPTER ONE

  Five years later

  BREATHE.

  Dr. Pearl Henderson took a deep breath, but it didn’t do much to calm her nerves. She was perspiring and cursed herself inwardly for wearing a sweater. She’d forgotten that October in San Francisco was much milder than New York City.

  She’d been on the East Coast for far too long. She’d grown accustomed to cooler and cold New York City falls and winters, and the humid, steamy summers. Although she had always longed for California.

  It’s your fault for leaving.

  Pearl had been so scared about what could happen if she and Calum had stayed together that she had left. She was a damn fine surgeon and sports doctor, but she never took chances.

  Except now.

  She was back in California and San Francisco.

  She was back to see Calum.

  The grip on her briefcase was digging into her palm and she closed her eyes, trying to ground herself, trying to ease the stress she was feeling being back here in San Francisco. At this hospital. The place where she’d started her career as a surgeon.

  The place that held a piece of her broken heart.

  A place that still haunted her, even after five years. She’d always wanted to come back, but she never knew how. She was one of the top sports injury doctors on the eastern seaboard, but it wasn’t enough.

  Because you miss him.

  Pearl shook away that thought. She couldn’t let herself think like that, even if there was a bit of truth in it. It wasn’t Calum who had brought her back to San Francisco, it was her new job as head physician that brought her back here.

  You’re lying to yourself.

  She took another deep breath, taking in the salty, crisp air as she straightened her back and held her head up high. It was going to be hard to see Dr. Calum Munro again—it would be brutal. Ending their relationship and walking away from the only man she cared for had broken her heart, but she’d had no choice.

  When they got together Calum had made it clear that he didn’t want to get married and she had agreed. They both had goals, aspirations, and marriage wasn’t one of his.

  He deserved to be free. It would take every ounce of strength to face him again, but she was a professional and her patient needed her to act on his behalf. Her employer, the San Francisco Bridgers, a new team part of the NFL, had hired her to do this.

  To save their potential star player. To give George a fighting chance in the face of a brutal cancer diagnosis. A career-ending diagnosis.

  The Bridgers’ newest player had an osteosarcoma that only Dr. Calum Munro could handle. He may have turned down the team initially, without looking at the chart, but she wasn’t about to let his busy schedule, his wait list, put this life in jeopardy. George had worked hard all his life and he deserved a chance at his dream. He’d only got to play a couple of games, he had his whole career ahead of him and now cancer.

  Someone deserved to have a shot at their dreams. Pearl certainly hadn’t had a shot at hers. That had been taken from her; she hadn’t known what she had had until it was gone. She only hoped Calum had forgiven her and that he’d see her.

  Pearl didn’t take him for the kind of man that would hold a grudge. Not that there should be one. She certainly didn’t blame him for the way their relationship had ended.

  Pearl had been the one to end it. With the baby gone there was no reason to continue and she was keenly reminded that anything good in her life didn’t ever work out. Except her work. And that was the only thing she could rely on. Even her own body had failed her in a way for not being able to hold on to her baby.

  The thought of her loss made her eyes sting, but she couldn’t cry.

  “Surgeons don’t cry,” her mother had once said. “Never show your weakness or let anyone walk all over you. Your tears disappoint me, Pearl. Do you ever see me cry over your father holding me back? No, because surgeons don’t cry.”

  Her mother’s harsh words still echoed in her head. The only time she was ever allowed to be herself, where her tears were comforted, was with her grandmother.

  After her mother shamed her, she didn’t cry in front of anyone anymore.

  Not even Calum.

  Pearl took another deep calming breath and headed inside the Hospital for Special Surgery, where Calum worked, where they had both started together as residents. Where her career life had flourished, but her personal life had started to crumble.

  You can do this.

  She walked into the main lobby of the hospital. Nothing had changed and the moment she stepped inside, it was like she’d never left.

  It felt like home. All the old memories came back. The friendships she had made, the triumphs she’d had, the lives she had saved.

  This place had taught her everything she knew. This is where she’d belonged. This is where she fell in love.

  She had thrived here and been welcomed, unlike the place she had grown up with parents constantly fighting.

  With parents who were never pleased with her or themselves.

  Only this wasn’t her home. This was a hospital. It was a building. It was just like every other hospital she’d worked in since and she didn’t belong here anymore.

  She had to stay focused. Pearl found where Calum’s office was. She’d already called ahead and knew that he wasn’t on call. He didn’t have any clinics and his rounds would be over by now.

  He should be in his office.

  He couldn’t turn her down. If he was the same man that she had known five years ago he’d rise to the challenge of George’s case.

  She was sure of that.

  Are you so sure?

  Yes. She was sure. Calum liked difficult cases. Just like she did.

  Which is why they had become fast friends in residency. They had both strived to tackle the challenges and save lives.

  They had both worked hard.

  Calum had been the only one to understand her.

  Even though her mother always said surgeons could
n’t be friends or lovers. And her mother should know thanks to her toxic marriage with Pearl’s father.

  “It’s competitive,” her mother had said. “It doesn’t work. The only thing that works is surgery. That’s all that matters—being the best at your job.”

  And her father had said the same. Only Calum had been different.

  He was different.

  Was he?

  Her mother swore she’d loved her father once, but it changed. Her mother’s career was put on hold when she had Pearl, and her mother loathed him and Pearl.

  So who knew where Calum and she would be if she hadn’t lost their baby. If they had gone through with the marriage.

  She got onto the elevator and headed to the orthopedic oncology floor. The hospital hadn’t changed much. She and Calum had spent a lot of time on this floor when they were residents under the late great Dr. Chin, who’d taught them everything they knew.

  After getting off the elevator, she bypassed the main reception area and headed straight for the office down at the end of the hall. Each step she took down that long hall felt like an eternity. Her feet felt like lead and her pulse thundered in her ears. The door was open and she could see him at his desk, his back to her. The ginger hair she loved so much had a few grays in it and it was shorter than she remembered.

  It had been slightly longer then and she remembered brushing the curls off his face to kiss him. Her heart skipped a beat remembering that. He hadn’t changed a bit. She had thought that time would’ve made this easier and she had been wrong.

  Everything came flooding back to her in that instant.

  Every touch.

  Every shared laugh.

  Every kiss.

  It overwhelmed her so much her heart hammered and she couldn’t speak.

  So she just hovered in the doorway, not sure what she should do. Calum turned around, as if sensing that someone was watching him, and his eyes widened. “Pearl?” he asked.

  “Yes,” she answered nervously, finally finding her voice. Her tongue was no longer sticking to the roof of her mouth. She cleared her throat, keeping her emotions in check. “It’s been a long time.”